Exploring the Depths of Love
After investing three years in meditation, I found myself delving into the profound concept of Love. The insights I gained were gradual and somewhat perplexing. Incorporating and internalizing these insights proved to be a challenging, lifelong journey.
Naturally inclined towards romance, I have always craved adventure and intense emotions. I used to believe that love had to be earned and reserved only for the deserving few, according to my impossible standards.
Reflecting on my past, I realized that I had built walls around my heart, shielding myself from love. As Rumi aptly puts it, our task is not to seek love but to dismantle the barriers we have constructed against it. I played the role of a harsh judge, withholding affection from most and only bestowing it upon those who met my unattainable criteria. I feared depleting my limited reserve of love and clung on tightly to it.
Through sincere introspection and meditation, my perception of love underwent a significant transformation. I discovered that love is meant to be given freely, without reservations. When I embraced the boundless nature of love and let go of the fear of not receiving it in return, I found inner peace. By giving love unconditionally, I unexpectedly received more than I could have imagined.
The universe responds to the energy we emit, and when we release our preconceived notions and fears, a beautiful harmony unfolds. But how do we reach this state? How do we evolve to this level of understanding and actively embody this philosophy? It takes courage to embrace love without expectations and let it flow effortlessly.
As my meditation practice deepened, I became more self-aware, observing my thoughts without attachment. I began to recognize patterns and conditioning that hindered my growth. Every time I withheld love, my ego rejoiced momentarily, followed by a sense of emptiness and craving for more. I realized that righteousness was a fleeting satisfaction, and true fulfillment came from expanding beyond my ego’s limitations.
With consistent meditation, I started to view love as a holistic force that permeates every aspect of existence. Love transcends duality and encompasses all beings, regardless of their traits or actions. Embracing this expansive view of love, I found myself extending compassion even to those society deems unworthy.
Embracing the journey of love is not without its challenges, but with each stumble, I made a commitment to rise stronger. I am dedicated to exploring the profound depths of love and its transformative power. Every step, every breath, every intention brings me closer to unraveling the mysteries of this universal force.
In the words of William Blake, “If the doors of perception were cleansed everything would appear to man as it is, infinite.” Love, in its purest form, is indeed infinite and boundless, waiting to be embraced by those willing to open their hearts.